Wish! {out loud} #10

It's time for our weekly link up! I host this blog hop with Robin & Kristina and hope you'll pop over there and follow these lovelies. I enjoy reading their blogs and I'm sure you will too!*read intro post here*



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I wish I could let go of the fear for my unborn baby boy.
I just want to enjoy being pregnant.
So far, this pregnancy has been so dramatic! 
First, finding out that I was even pregnant was a shock that knocked me off of my feet. Then came the all day, constant nauseousness. Followed by a nerve wrecking pain because he was turned 'catywompus' as my midwife pointed out. 
I then passed out due to a racing heart and now get to wear a super awesome heart monitor.
NOW, I find out I failed my sugar drink test and have gestational diabetes... the severity of which will be determined on Tuesday after a in depth 4 hour test. I just pray to God I won't have to take insulin shots. I'm petrified of needles. I nearly faint getting my finger pricked!
Thankfully, there seems to be nothing 'wrong' so far, just a bunch of scares and need for concern. It still sucks though. I would prefer everything go perfectly and my bundle of joy be delivered healthy and be given to me, also healthy.

Deets:

1. Grab the button and attach it to your post

2. Get your wish post up on your own blog! If you've already played along, either introduce a new wish or let us know how this one is going. 

3. Go to any of the 3 hostesses blogs to link-up

(They're connected so you only have to add it on one!)

4. Start hopping around to the others participating and see how you can help!